I've decided to start writing a blog on my life and sexuality...
because of my schedule...it's more of a..."when I can" basis... for future blogs/posts/entries...
I must explain that, if I try to seperate these two things (life & sex) many things that I explain, may become complicated or un-connected...I (now) believe, these two things are in-fact "me".
I used to really struggle within-myself...unable to understand and accept my truths. I wish I could say that "Ive found myself" a long time ago... but, i've only come to terms of who I am recently (since 2005), Then there was the fact that I was attracted to both male and female. I didn't see any difference between either, both had their qualities, disadvantages, they could make me feel like...damn, is this guy/girl for real?? both could excite me and both could aggravate the hell out of me!!! (Oh and they both really did!!)
Im not trying to explain why there are gay people in this world, who's right, who wrong... This is just some parts of my life, what ive been through, what I feel as a gay Polynesian/American, how I see others around me, how I feel about what others believe/ or feel... You know, I believe that everyone learns more about themselves as they get older, everyone has their own story, their own opinions, their own problems...with these BLOGS...I wish to not only learn more about myself, but...Im giving other's a glimpse into my life, hopefully sharing the fact that yah... we all struggle, we all celebrate, we all laugh and cry...
If you'd like to comment, ive enabled "Reader Comments"...let me know what you thinking, how you feel...hell, go ahead complain and biStch, i'd like to hear all sides...
Introduction:
My name is Vaiangina F. J. Sekona, my family and friends know me as "Vai". Im 34 years old...Im Polynesian, my father is Tongan and my mother is Samoan... With my parent's bloodlines I am able to trace my geneology back well over 1,000 years.
My father was born Tu'uhetoka Sekona to (my Grandparents') S."Kanavale" and Kalolaine Sekona in Fou'i, Tonga.) My mother was born Teuila Nee Tautasi (to my Grandparents') Fereti and Siva Tautasi in Salelologa, Western Samoa. I was the second child (after Tu'uhetoka Sekona, between my parent's union/marriage there is five (5) of us...Toka, Vai, Margaret, Asi and Tofa; four boys, one girl.
Friday, April 2, 2010
"I Am That I Am"
I've decided to start writing a blog on my life and sexuality...
because of my schedule...it's more of a..."when I can" basis... for future blogs/posts/entries...
I must explain that, if I try to seperate these two things (life & sex) many things that I explain, may become complicated or un-connected...I (now) believe, these two things are in-fact "me".
I used to really struggle within-myself...unable to understand and accept my truths. I wish I could say that "Ive found myself" a long time ago... but, i've only come to terms of who I am recently (since 2005), Then there was the fact that I was attracted to both male and female. I didn't see any difference between either, both had their qualities, disadvantages, they could make me feel like...damn, is this guy/girl for real?? both could excite me and both could aggravate the hell out of me!!! (Oh and they both really did!!)
Im not trying to explain why there are gay people in this world, who's right, who wrong... This is just some parts of my life, what ive been through, what I feel as a gay Polynesian/American, how I see others around me, how I feel about what others believe/ or feel... You know, I believe that everyone learns more about themselves as they get older, everyone has their own story, their own opinions, their own problems...with these BLOGS...I wish to not only learn more about myself, but...Im giving other's a glimpse into my life, hopefully sharing the fact that yah... we all struggle, we all celebrate, we all laugh and cry...
If you'd like to comment, ive enabled "Reader Comments"...let me know what you thinking, how you feel...hell, go ahead complain and biStch, i'd like to hear all sides...
Introduction:
My name is Vaiangina F. J. Sekona, my family and friends know me as "Vai". Im 34 years old...Im Polynesian, my father is Tongan and my mother is Samoan... With my parent's bloodlines I am able to trace my geneology back well over 1,000 years.
My father was born Tu'uhetoka Sekona to (my Grandparents') S."Kanavale" and Kalolaine Sekona in Fou'i, Tonga.) My mother was born Teuila Nee Tautasi (to my Grandparents') Fereti and Siva Tautasi in Salelologa, Western Samoa. I was the second child (after Tu'uhetoka Sekona, between my parent's union/marriage there is five (5) of us...Toka, Vai, Margaret, Asi and Tofa; four boys, one girl.
because of my schedule...it's more of a..."when I can" basis... for future blogs/posts/entries...
I must explain that, if I try to seperate these two things (life & sex) many things that I explain, may become complicated or un-connected...I (now) believe, these two things are in-fact "me".
I used to really struggle within-myself...unable to understand and accept my truths. I wish I could say that "Ive found myself" a long time ago... but, i've only come to terms of who I am recently (since 2005), Then there was the fact that I was attracted to both male and female. I didn't see any difference between either, both had their qualities, disadvantages, they could make me feel like...damn, is this guy/girl for real?? both could excite me and both could aggravate the hell out of me!!! (Oh and they both really did!!)
Im not trying to explain why there are gay people in this world, who's right, who wrong... This is just some parts of my life, what ive been through, what I feel as a gay Polynesian/American, how I see others around me, how I feel about what others believe/ or feel... You know, I believe that everyone learns more about themselves as they get older, everyone has their own story, their own opinions, their own problems...with these BLOGS...I wish to not only learn more about myself, but...Im giving other's a glimpse into my life, hopefully sharing the fact that yah... we all struggle, we all celebrate, we all laugh and cry...
If you'd like to comment, ive enabled "Reader Comments"...let me know what you thinking, how you feel...hell, go ahead complain and biStch, i'd like to hear all sides...
Introduction:
My name is Vaiangina F. J. Sekona, my family and friends know me as "Vai". Im 34 years old...Im Polynesian, my father is Tongan and my mother is Samoan... With my parent's bloodlines I am able to trace my geneology back well over 1,000 years.
My father was born Tu'uhetoka Sekona to (my Grandparents') S."Kanavale" and Kalolaine Sekona in Fou'i, Tonga.) My mother was born Teuila Nee Tautasi (to my Grandparents') Fereti and Siva Tautasi in Salelologa, Western Samoa. I was the second child (after Tu'uhetoka Sekona, between my parent's union/marriage there is five (5) of us...Toka, Vai, Margaret, Asi and Tofa; four boys, one girl.
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